Saturday, August 23, 2008

Brad Pitt, Small Things and Raging Fires

This morning, finally getting a good internet connection, I am stunned to see that it is two months since I wrote anything here. It has been two months filled with friends leaving and new ones coming, smoke, flames, limbo, more fire, more limbo, delightful hikes by the light of the full moon with wonderful young people, camping trips with more of the same, wolves, bald eagles, impressive encouragements of mediocrity in the work place, phone conversations down at Mary Bay with Family and Friends in which Transitions, Surrender and Heart Openings have been prmary themes. So, how have you been?

Walking out onto the loading dock one morning when the smoke hung inside and out (the fire raged a mile away), I said to the head waitstaff, "Wow, do I feel in limbo!" (Everyone was on the alert to be evacuated at any hour).She, in her wraspy, "lived through a lot more than I remember" voice, replied with conviction,"Well, you ARE in limbo!"

"oh, good. That validates my feelings."

The fire, seemingly like everything else here, became one more color on the landscape of life at Fishing Bridge General Store. The second time the fires flared and filled the area with smoke it was hardly even mentioned, not worthy of comment.
Jane from Maine says "this place is a microcosm of the bigger world". There is the best in humanity coming forth everyday and also the worst, dumbest and sometimes cruelest all crammed into this one little place called Fishing Bridge General Store. I often feel I am having some crash course on truly staying present, being conscious of what is and not jumping the gun (emotionally speaking, in particular) and most suredly taking NOTHING personally. I call it boot camp for the human being wishing to BEcome Human.

The homestretch of this stay is in sight with six weeks left before the winter snows become so heavy and cold that only the wilderness remains here. The Bison are on the move with mating on their minds, the elk are beginning their mating dance with bugle calls filling the air and Autumn came weeks ago to this place of pristine beauty and raw natural wonder. What is next is still a mystery other than visits with Family and dental work to be completed. Life is good.

Oh, yes, two more things--The slide show (Soon to be shown below), "Small Things of Yellowstone" came into being due to the nearly overwhelming immensity of beauty that is contained here. I had to bring my focus down into a more intimate relationship with what is around me. Please enjoy it when you have time to just sit and watch.


The other slide show will be(I won't even begin to go into why I can not put it on at this time!) of a camping trip with Kelly, Jessica and Bonnie from Taiwan (obviously not their Taiwanese names--we Americans it seems need to be accomodated) where we were on the Shashone River.
Early in the a.m., I walked down to the shore and turning left recognized the familiar. After a moment's contemplation, I realized that the view was right out of the movie, "A River Runs Through It". The store sells the DVD with a shot of that exact spot on the cover.

A few moments later, I heard the girls behind me, talking excitedly in Chinese, "Chi haung, cha..."A River Runs Through It"...Cha, ching,ho!!!" (my sad interpretation of what Chinese sounds like to me). We stood there in delighted awe for not only was this the spot where the movie was filmed, it was also a spot where "Chi, cha...BRAD PITT!!!!!...HO!" stood!!!

Oh, my goodness, as you can imagine after a few moments set aside for individual thought on the subject, :) we each gathered a special rock that twenty years ago HE may have stepped on what now seemed to be hallowed ground.(I brought two rocks back for Jane from Maine who immediately put BP on their undersides, "Not many in Maine have a BP rock!")

I am going to go take a walk on the beach. Love and Blessings, Emily
Emily A. Easton (c)2008

2 comments:

Robin Easton said...

Gawd, Miss Emily, you are a good writer. I loved this post. It was funny, warmhearted, light hearted and so beautiful.

Even though I get your phone messages and we've talked, nothing could have conveyed where you are and what it is like as well as this post and photos do. I felt like I was there for just a bit. A taste.

Also even though you told me about the fires, I pictured nothing like THIS in my mind. How in halva did you breathe and work and not get sick?!!!

Wow! I just had a weird thing happen. My whole screen went black and I thought, "Oh I lost that whole message I was writing." And then "poof" it was back. Hail Mary and Brad Pitt!!! Kiss the ground he walks on! :) :) :)

I laughed over that. ALSO the new photo of you on your site is THE BEST. I like it!!!! And do I detect something familiar about the "BAH-LUUUUUE" clothes that you're wearing?? Hmmm? Hmm?Possibly someone really really really kind and nice and good and beautiful and charismatic and generous and one of the most remarkable people in the world might know about those "BAH-LUUUUE" clothes. I bet they came in a package called the "Blue Box". Hmmm? Hmm? (Sorry everyone else. It's a private joke. :) You can't hear her, but Emily is laughing her face off right about now. Fess up Emmy!

Okay, back to work for me. This was a lovely break and good to hear from you and see you and your life. AMAZING. Your LOVE of nature and the wild permeates and overrides all else. Never forget that, luv. It simply shines through everything. I can relate.

Lots and lots of love and hugs,
Roby

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Alexander M Zoltai said...

What an awesome video!

Thanks!!!

By the way, I've known (internet-wise) your almost-twin sister for a number of months now--wonderful woman...

I added your blog to my RSS Reader so I can stay up with both you twins!

~ Alex from Our Evolution